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Sorry, Sorry

Friday, July 24, 2009 8:41 PM / to top

Hiiiii !!!
I got this new blogskin here (:
still not perfect but I like it hahaha!
Feel a little happy now.

nooo, i feel scared now.
Okay I know my mood seem to change all the time.
It's because while I'm blogging, I'm chatting on msn.
So moods do change. Don't ask me why.
Common sense.
Talking to different people with different moods.
unless you are very insensitive... INHUMAN.

I'm a little emo for the past few days.
No, not the SERIOUS emo.
It's just a little depressed and stuff.

Oh yeah, every post I write, there would be some titles right.
Um, fyi, the title have nothing to do with the post.
it goes with my moods or the flow haha

well, emo. wow
hahaha
I played guitar (:
hahaha my own meditation.
- Peace of mind -
so I played "you're not sorry" as usual.
I tried playing "Should've said no" and "you belong with me"
Should've said no was a sucess HAHA XD
but... you belong with me...I got confused haha
As usual.
then... I started become random..
start making up songs haha
It's kind of fun :P
and there's one time, the song was just PERFECT.
but too bad, I forgot how to play it.
haha what a waste right?
anw, I'm no pro so shouldn't care much about it.
I don't see myself working in music industry or stuff.
hahaha

I realized, I'm running out of time.
Year 10 is coming up.
IGCSE course ...
it's just going to be hectic...
BUSY BUSY BUSY.
I don't know what to do, sometimes.
I do feel lost sometimes.
Sometimes, I just wish ... bleh, shut up.
I'm getting really ridiculous nowadays
hahaha

Don't wanna stress anybody out so I shall end here, eh?
Sorry for annoying you guys haha

Bless y'all,
NAT ;)

I was a fool to believe I was your only one. Don't know why I deal with it for so long but I guess, that's because... I really do love you, I do

In another life

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 3:39 PM / to top

okay, it's a WEDNESDAY.
hahaha
SADLY, SCHEDULE IS NOT HECTIC MUCH..ANYMORE D:
NO!!!

I'm so lazy to update the info...
the INTRODUCE YOURSELF part
hahaha So I'm leaving it until I feel like doing it.

Actually, NOT IN THE MOOD TO BLOG EH
but I feel like typing sth.
HAHA XD

URGH, BYE BYE.
THIS IS NOT A POST AT ALL.

my sunshine didn't shine anymore

Sunday, July 12, 2009 8:13 PM / to top

HI HI HI.
HAHA XD was high awhile ago.
Sorry for the DC, kaka. ):
Got sad when I realised KH's gone...
Can't blame him...he has school to attend tomorrow.
I haven't signed out but still hoping he may pops out hahaha.
aw man, so quiet...

yes, my mood is like getting worse now.
I've got so many stuff to say.
I'll start with the plans for one of those FRIDAYs first so those who are going can just read the plans and go somewhere else instead of reading all my shits.
yes, it's all gone.

nope, I'm not emo. Just sort of sad. I don't know the reasons myself.

ANYWAY. PLANS.
well, I think Kaka gave us a great idea about that Buffet thingy (:
and I'm sure it would be fun seeing his plates (:
hahaha, maybe a little food competition? hahaha
So first, I told Kaka about eating Lunch at Seoul Garden and then going to my house to watch movies.
But I was thinking...
Coming to my house and watch movies (: no more kitchen stuff, sorry. doesn't have time, I must say.
and we have dinner (early for some of you, I eat dinner before 6. ) at Seoul Garden
and we can say GOODBYES there since like everybody won't get lost in ORCHARDS. so you guys can go home, knowing where you are although my house is just 10-15 mins away from ORCHARDS.
HAHAHA XD well, tell me what you think about that alright? Kaka and Nina.
I'm sure that won't be the only time we will meet each other, I hope.
and I definitely have to take neoprints with you guys (esp. NINA) before I leave Singapore.
Well, that's all for the plans right now. yeah.

I got really moody this morning.
and got even more FRUSTRATED with my SCHEDULE.
I realise GUITAR was on SATURDAY.
and I got really pissed.
cos I was confused with languages.
I thought WAN ATHIT was Saturday
and WAN SAOEW was Sunday
URGH I GOT IT ALL MIXED UP.
yes, I wanted to cry.
but urgh, cry won't help a thing.
Still get to play guitar but I wasn't in the mood.
Talk to the chinese teacher.
Aw, I just adored her alright.
She's so nice :D

Got to spend time with Jee, my little cousin.
we are three months apart.
although I'm way taller than her :D haha sorry my bad.
I love you, JEE HAHA XD
JEE JEE JEE JEE BABY BABY BABY .
HAHAHA XD

I'm so happy.
I bought two ankle bracelets OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT
hahaha that's all I'm happy about.
for today.
I'm so glad I have Jee today. or else...It would be just like yesterday...

I think the rest I will keep it to myself.
thank you!

Bless you!
NAT ;)

You used to shine so bright, but I watched it all fades away...I couldn't smile.

gee gee gee baby baby baby.

Saturday, July 11, 2009 7:05 PM / to top

Okay, still can't find the PERFECT Blogskin.
But, oh well, this one isn't that bad and ...
it help a bit with having a mood to blog hahaha.

TODAY IS A BORING DAY. my god.
Got a little moody.
All my smiles and laughter just fade away D:
& I don't know why.
Pfft.

Schedule is getting HECTIC.
hahaha. I kind of enjoy that.
Cos' I'll be busy and I won't get that bored yeah.
On the other side, I'm getting a bit stressed out.
But I'm going to be fine.
So, I have Guitar and Piano (:
Both are twice a week.
Chinese...will be settled out by tomorrow.
Urgh. Tomorrow, Guitar for an hour and then have to go to that chinese tuition place.
HAHAHA XD
Luckily, the Music School and the Language school are in the same shopping mall.
HAHA XD ON THE SAME FLOOR!
Tuesday & Sunday -- Guitar
Wednesday & Friday -- Piano
OMG. HAHAHAHA XD I just realize I only have Monday & Thursday. o.O
Saturday is a free day and it sucks to the core.

I've got nothing to do.
Yeah, practice guitar and then I got bored.
Nina isn't online.
Kaka's the only person to talk to.
I dozed off at one point. haha right in front of the comp.
HAHAHA XD just a few mins.
and then played game for awhile.
Still, I'm bored.
Music can't help much.
Today is just not THERE!

The mood is just not right.
Aw man, why the hell did I wake up so early for ... urgh.
Getting pissed easily today.
Like I said, I just wasn't THERE today.
Today doesn't seem like a day.
Don't see reality in it somehow.
It's more like a dream. ahhhhh
I can't wait to get rid of today.

Sorry for the bad post.

Bless you,
Nat;)

Can't go on a day without knowing that you are alright. Everything just seem to be crashing down... I miss you, so much.

Beautify III

Wednesday, July 1, 2009 9:23 PM / to top

Hey there!
Change blogskins.
All info will be updated when free.
Give me some time. I'm not at my best today.
Love you all,
Nat;)