WHERE DO I GO?
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 11:16 AM /
to topThanks to MAMA Bonifacio (:
she's the reason I'm blogging right now.
what did she do?
well, I went to her blog
and the blogskin said "you said move on, where do i go?"
haha and since I'm bored and lazy to do my chinese tuition hw which is due today :P
so I decided to put lyrics down :D I know lame thing to do but it's going to be a little helpful eh?
#1 - I feel a little better , at least I'm moving not dead.
#2 - Let it all out ! * SCREAM *
anyway, before the long post of lyrics start appearing,
I shall tell you how my life have been like...
well, I'm not the IT-ALL-ABOUT-ME.
it's the purpose of the blog, honey (: haha
Look like every post need a haha in it even if I'm mad
hahaha
Daddy was supposed to be in Singapore BUT
hahaha he thought he forgot something and so decided not to board the plane...
poor people , have to go find his luggages and everything was in a mess
where was I? AT HOME
fyi, I hardly go to airport to say goodbye. It's not good. PLEASE
so now he is staying in Thailand until Saturday. haha
you shall wake up at 6am like me DADA :P
because he is here, I have to use my laggy, oldie, acer laptop (ew) haha
but it's ok even if it's slower than the main computer which i used.
It's not so updated but luckily mom just changed the internet (in our house) to 10MB :D COOL RIGHT. so it's ZOOOOM! hahaha
so the internet is ok (laptop) but I can't wait to use the main comp.
haha got used to the super ZOOOM! haha
AND GOOD NEWS,
SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!
YEAR 10, TERM 1 AHHH I'M SO EXCITED!
it's the 1st time I'm attending term 1 in PATANA hahaha
it's not even a year yet :P well, cos I miss Year 9 Term One
Yes I had to suffer to catch up and it's stressful but I won the battle so TADA! I should be proud of myself.
haha sorry, I'm currently HYPER & I don't know why. must be school school AHHH
and to be in good mood about school is because, after trying to change my IGCSE options for a month now, I succeeded :D OH YEAH, MOMMA hahaha It's just so wonderful haha & my parents only helped in one thing... which is sending one email to confirm they acknowledged it -.-" yeah. I'm "pretty good" in persuasion haha not true though, I was lucky that they have a few spaces left for Geography and Bussiness Studies. HEH HEH
At least I don't have to face the ugly class of DRAMA, PLEASE
the class is just horrible. I DON'T EVEN TALK TO THOSE PEOPLE.
yes, I'm scared of them haha you know, they are popular so you get me?
but sure, they are nice but I'm sorry, I don't think I can get along.
& Drama...I'm not confident so forget it. Business is more useful for now.
I'm not going to end up in broadway or hollywood. HOPELESS.
Environmental Management is not going to be helpful much and I don't think i wanna do something about... GEOGRAPHY + SCIENCE...you know, especially I'm a PURE ENEMY OF SCIENCE. I mean BIOLOGY 100%
Chemistry and Physics are LOVED haha They always give me 70% + so I'm happy hahaha
I'm talking so much about ACADEMIC. WHOA sorry.
I think the lyrics post wouldn't be this long, i think. Depend how my mood goes.
(: I go with the flow so I dont feel too low hahaha!
Well, I still feel like talking about school (: you don't mind, eh? It's my blog na jaa so sorry but it's still mine haha (WOII) hahahahahaha
MATHS GAH! I'm still in set 2A BLEH.
I need to get to 1C! WHY?! #1 - So my grade can be A (In school, SET 1:grade A Set 2: grade B Set 3: grade C Set 4: grade D) yeah unless you do so well, they won't go according to that. #2 - I wanna do extra maths. Set 1:At the end of year 10, we would have to do the USUAL papers which are supposed to be done at the end of year 11(set 2,3,4) and at the end of year 11, we can do ADDITIONAL :D hahaha MATHS IS AWESOME :D I love maths cos daddy loves maths haha it's called daughter like father haha SCIENCE...the LOW LOW SET urgh, can't give a damn to it ya know. hahaha sorry. but I'm trying to do TRIPLE AWARDS (chem, phys, bio) hahaha I know I'm pretty ridiculous eh? I'm giving myself more chances :D I CAN'T WAIT FOR ARTS and DESIGN HAHA XD when I'm mad, it's going to be my hero hahaha I CAN SEE ITS HALO, HALO, HALO ... yeah
look like I'm writing a compo. he he Whoever can finish reading this whole post is SUPER AWESOME hahaha how do you do that? hahaha
OH and I'm going to have new folders. I'ma take care of them :D I'M GOING TO ADMIRE THE NEW, BIG AND FAT FOLDERS :D and of course, LOVE MY NEW TIMETABLE.
I like my ENGLISH CLASS hahaha I got Jack in it haha the funny one. Erica, the sexy one. Vanessa, that little alice like cullen. Josh, emo emo emo (only talk to him because of Tiff.) Jony, the nerddddddd. Rose too right? HAHAHA XD
CAN'T WAIT :D I shall take some pictures so you guys can see my books hahaha
NOPE, we do not need to buy the books at all. where do we get the TEXTBOOKS? haha
LIBRARY KAB ahahahaha cool eh? LALALALA How do we revise? SHHH that's patana method :P USE YOUR COMMON SENSE, BABEH hahaha
On the other side, I'm quite sad I'm not going to school with Nina and Kaka. They were AWESOME AWESOME FANTASTIC CLASSMATES and of course all my school family. haha sad much. Won't have my own personal teaser and pep talk-er and stalker hahaha I miss you guys so much (I don't think they will read it cos it's way at the bottom haha let's see, I'm testing them !)
I shall stop with SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL (lady gaga's BOYS BOYS BOYS) hahaha :D LYRICS TIME HAHA
dedicated to : NINA (BWAHA!) hahaha (hey momma, you know the yesterday convo about uncertain feelings hahaha)
"never look back" we said,
how was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind where do I go? & you didn't hear all my joy through my tears,
all my hopes through my fears,
Did you know?
Still I miss you somehow...<
>
"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
<>
BUT YOU PUT A DART THROUGH MY DREAMS THROUGH MY HEART
AND I'M BACK WHERE I STARTED AGAIN,
NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD END
But if you look at me closely,
you will see it in my eyes,
this girl will always find...her way
Got up on the wrong side of life today, yeah
Crash the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cus it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days
You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't, but you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies, but the sun isn't coming out, no
Today is like I'm under a heavy cloud
And I feel so alive
I can't help myself
Don't you realize
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
I got loads more in my mind but I think this will do haha
This is soooo long and so far, i think this is my favourite post because...
let it go (: you get it (:
better than faking up a smile cos I can't keep it all this time.
haha I hope it doesn't affect you okie.
It's supposed to be FREEEEEE hahahaha
well, I'll end here!
fyi, this post is going to have a lot of typo errors, MY BAD >.<
Bless y'all,
Nat ;D
Someday, I'll understand in God's whole plan and what he had done for me.