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NAT!
yes yes, that's what you shall call her (:
My number changes every year on 7 JANUARY.
I am in SPS, MGS, BPS.
The place I'm living in peace is in THAILAND.
Hope you enjoy your visit, peace out!
bold strikeout italics underline April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
May 2010

Oh My God,
It've been a long time since I last update this blog. haha
and I've got a feeling, this blog will be ditched again.
the blogskin is really old but I still love it, I'm not going to change that. haha
The colors kind of fits my personality haha

This year is "amazingly" busy.
Just hectic. haha crazy.
bonkers...
I'll tell you a secret, all the best people are (:

Exams are coming. It's annual exams. Just scary and I have not even done a full revision of any subject.
Geography was just a little.
Chemistry is like taking forever.
and exams are pretty much in a week time'
and Arts exams are like on 25,26,27th... total of 8 hrs.
The problem is I'm missing physics, and a bit of geography
I definitely have no confidence in all my sciences right now.
Too many lessons are being missed.
What can I say? I'm living in Hell now, a land of corrupted smiles.
It's the truth, offensive? maybe. Deal with it.

I probably will update a bit, when I'm really bored.

why don't I delete this piece of shits?
Hey there, I'm a kid or teen, you name it.
Hey there, this is a period where my mind is everywhere.
Yes, it's going to be bullshit (:
That's life, you hear me?
I need to go through these periods of stupidity, foolishness and shits to learn to become a better person (:
I'm keeping this blog, honey because these are my memories.
No matter how shitloads these are, I want to keep it.

My life, my decisions.
I live and I'll die one day.
Deal with it. No one lives forever.

Sounds dramatic and pathetic? that's what I'm feeling right now.
My blog, I'll write anything that's on my mind.

Sounds corrupted and like a bi-polar?
go to info and sense the sarcasm of my living.

Sorry.

God Bless,
Nat I gave up hope,
I gave up love,
But I never say forever

I gave up you,
since it's already thrice
I gave up hopes,
about you and me
I gave up love,
cos' I'm not getting anywhere from here

and I've been waiting,
I've been tolerating
every night of nightmares,
and I couldn't say I really did move on
cos I know deep inside,
I didn't really give up

Words,
are just spoken
you can't see,
no you can't
I won't tell you what've I done,
all i could say that I tried,
and if you are gonna say it's really gone,
then just leave me, let me be

and I've been crying
every night,
I've been wishing all this time,
I've been crawling on broken glasses
cos somehow, I couldn't give up

I promised you I'll try
but I never say I'm really going to go
Words are just spoken,
but deep inside,
I know I lied "When you said goodbye,
can't you see you're hurting me?
you're hurting me, you're hurting me
When you said goodbye,
do you think I'll ever come to my senses?

Breaking, Crying, Fading
when you said goodbye."

hahaha
NOTHING MUCH TO SAY.
A BIT BORED
WAITING FOR IPOD TO BE FULLY CHARGE SO I CAN UPLOAD MORE SONGS (:
HAHAHAHA

WILL BLOG SOON (:
BLESS Y'ALL
NATTE (: HIHI (:
I've got a cool title eh ?
It's "Russian my dear" hahaha
(:
I'm getting addicted to latin nowadays and some foreign languages :P

Anyway, I'm going to post (: obviously...
before doing my homework :D
hahahaha

How's school?
schola eram prodigiosus (:
"school was amazing" in latin hahaha
my facebook is full of latin now :D
is est bonus scio aliquantulus of latin
It's good to know a bit of latin because some poems contain some phrases of it (:
hahahaha
I totallyyyyy diligo(love) my english classsss
it's so FUN :D
EVERYTIME! not only the first time :D
HAHAHAHAHA
наука быть грамматический определенный член единственный вещь я ненавидеть
science is the only thing i hate :|
It's the only thing that I don't really enjoy in schoool. hahaha
There are going to be english, latin and russian in this post (:
Because i'm cool like that. HAHAHAHA XD don't take that seriously, ok? I learnt that phrases from school.
it's supposed to be because it's (languages) coool :D
I'm just in love with latin right now hahaha
I love the poems we are learning in schoool!

we're learning "DULCE ET DECORUM EST" by wilfred owen (:
sadly, he died a week before WW1 ended ...exactly a week D:
there's so many reasons why it's sad and stuff. but this is not a lecture blog so I shall keep it to myself (:
just read the poem, it's very meaningful. there's so much more than to just describe it.
when you read this, please try to visualise yourself in WW1. you're one of those soldiers.

DULCE ET DECORUM EST * It is sweet and fitting thing.

Bent double, like old beggars under sacks,
Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge,
Till on haunting flares we turned our backs,
And towards our distant rest began to trudge.
Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots.
But limped on, blood-shod. All went lane, all blind;
Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots
Of gas-shells dropping softly behind.

Gas! Gas! Quick, boys! - An ectasy of fumbling,
Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time,
But someone still was yelling out and stumbling
And floundering like a man in fire or lime -
Dim through the misty panes and thick green light,
As under a green sea, I saw him drowning.

In all my dreams before my helpless sight
He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning.

If in some smothering dreams, you too could pace
Behind the wagon that we flung him in,
And watch the white eyes writhing in his face,
His hanging face, like a devil's sick of sin;
If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood
Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs,
Obscene as cancer, bitter as cud
Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues -
My friend, you would not tell with such high zest
To children ardent for some desperate glory,
The old Lie: Dulce et decorum est,
Pro patria mori. * It is a sweet and fitting thing to die for one's country.

well, i gotta go now.
will talk more in the other post (:
deus beatus vos,
NAT ;D

a alio sic decorus amo vos est impossible ut reperio, Я действительно надобность ты к знать высшая отметка за классную работу лицо так красивый похожий ты быть невозможный к находить "Round and Round, here we go again,
Same old story, same old end
Turn my head, and turn back again
SAME OLD STUFF, NEVER ENDS "

Kaka's latest post is awesome hahaha
like almost perfect English.
and surprisingly, touching
hahahaha never knew you have a soft spot KAKA hahaha

hahahaha nothing much to say
Just want to type type type
um, I'm going to do hw haha
although it's not due soon
hahaha
no more last minute stuff :P
hahaha

as we go on, we remember all the time we spend together... haha

So bless to be in 6/1 hahaha

alright . shall end here for now.

BLESS Y'ALL FOREVER,
NAT ;D aw, guess what?
haha
I wrote a song HAHAHAHAHA XD
I must have been bored.
didn't realise it until a while ago
how dumb hahahaha
I'm not a pro so it's not worth spreading out the lyrics to everybody
cos it sucks and it's personal. yes I'm very self conscious. :P
well it got something to do with slowly fading away... HAHAXD cloud turn grey, stars seem to fade away ( no, that's not the lyrics, that's just some quotes i heard before.)

I've been a good girl today.
I finished of my maths, tutorial and business studies homework haha
I'm so proud of myself :P
Now I've got like Science and Arts left
Science is summary and questions. but I'm not sure which page so I'm like waiting for someone to answer that question GOSH I hate my science class to the core.
Arts, a lot of stuff to do but that's ok hahaha
Well I'm chatting with my two-OH hahaha
hahahahaha they rock my world.
and they are not in my school so yeah it's something special about that. (:

Some new updates from school friends hahaha
Park is the Grandma, Mom, Dad, Uncle. hahaha
I am the adopted daughter, nephew :P
Lynn is the nephew haha, granddaughter
Cella is the stepsister of Lynn
hahahaha yes the "family" is so called "expanding"
HAHAHAHA XD
Something fun and lame when it's not time to study
hahaha I don't wanna be serious all the time.

all the best to your results, guys
ANYONE. hahaha

nothing much to say.
haha maybe..
ok, last night
I talk about Miss Universe.
Surprisingly talking to guys about them hahaha
It's so funny HAHAHAHA XD
Oh nevermind, you won't get it.
I'm not les. just admiring their heights (some of them) haha
and their nice body shape hahahahaha OPPS.
I'm a girl alright. I need some role model on body shape hahaha
hahaha but no bikini please haha

That's all for now
Bless y'all!
NAT ;D

are we really going to make it through...together? HELLO :D
HOW ARE YOU?
OMG. SCHOOL WAS UBER FUN.
BUT AT THE SAME TIME, I'M FACING LOADS OF HELL THESE TWO DAYS.
SEEM LIKE HOME NO LONGER IS MY ESCAPISM ANYMORE, I THINK IT'S SCHOOL FOR NOW HAHA

Yesterday, was the first day of school (:
I was supposed to blog yesterday but due to some internet and STUPID CPU problem, I had loads of troubles so I came online last minute NOT COOL AT ALL. i have to use my STUPID ACER LAPTOP for the time being. URGH.
haha
Dad left Thailand yesterday morning, his work is too busy.
So I had to wake up at 5.30 am and we left at 6am.
Headed for the airport first cos if they send me first, ISNT IT TOO EARLY?
Surprisingly, I didn't cry. I mean I was about to but I was able to control it this time round. wow. haha
Got to school. Was first in class. TEACHER WASNT EVEN THERE HAHA XD
lights and a/c wasn't even on haha
then Lynn came and yay, got a buddy now haha.
So we went to see if anyone is in school OH AND SHE GAVE ME SOME CHEWY SWEET
so WE SAW PARKKKKK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hahaha PARK!!! hahaha
Me and Lynn waving at the class windows haha
Park rolled his eyes, reluctant to come out.
We stayed there haha WE WON'T GIVE UP so he came out.
Park : What do you want?
Me : HIII PARKKK! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ( when you see his face, you can't help laughing.)
Lynn: HEHE
Park : OK... o.O
Me : Sorry. haha, I'm eating sweet now. Oh gosh, so sticky. the cover won't come out!
Park : OH GIVE IT TO ME!
Me : No way! GOSH WHY IS IT SO STICKY!!!
Lynn : Oh i forgot to tell you, put it in the fridge!
Me : -.-" WHAT?! YOU DIDNT TELL ME A THING ...
Park : HAHAHAHAHA and you took out the cover! HAHA
Me : BE NICE PARK. OR NO SWEET FROM LYNN, PORK!
Park : This is not how you talk to your mom, Natty!
me : AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA YOU ARE MY MOM?!
Park : Yes I am Natty. SO GIVE ME THE SWEET
Lynn : ROFL
Start off good eh ahahaha!
we saw loads of people before we went for morning registration.
There's a new girl in our class. She's Namiee. She's thai (:
HAHAHA XD she's awesome.
period one and two supposed to be maths but because of first day, the first two periods are spent in out tutor base.
We've got timetable, I'm so glad there's no mistakes.
but the textbooks that were given to me was wrong.
I'm not doing Env. Management anymore. haha I didn't tell the teacher.
I went to the library to return it and get the Geography and Business Studies Textbooks HEHE.
Sadly, the lockers were not sorted out yet so...
we had to carry our bags to classes and books.
I had to carry MATHS, PHYSICS, CHEMISTRY, BIOLOGY, GEOGRAPHY & BUSINESS STUDIES BOOKS haha kind of heavy hahaha
After break was Science, BORING! and HOMEWORK
WHAT hahaha
then EAL, test...so bad!hahaha
and then LUNCH HAHA XD Saw Park and Jony and Alex
So I went to talk to them haha
btw, I was behind them in the canteen queue with Lynn, Cella, Alicia and Namiee.
me: HIIII MOM
Jony: -.-" what
Park: Oh, hi natty.
me: hahahahahahaha
Park: Stop laughing.
a while later...
Park: OH MY GOD, NATTY. JONY'S HANDS ARE SO HUGE.
me: My fingers are long.
we compared our hands.
me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MY FINGERS ARE LONGER! LYNN, TA DE SHOU HEN PANG EH!OH PARK, MINE ARE BIGGER THAN YOURS :P
park: well, look at Jony's
Jony was about to compare his hand to mine
me: ew, no way.
Jony: -.-"
Lynn, Park: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
me: HEY MOM! WHO'S THE DAD?!
park: I AM THE DAD, NATTY.
me: WHAT? AREN'T YOU THE MOM?!
park: I'M THE MOM AND THE DAD. AND YOU'RE THE DAUGHTER, er, no...
me: er, you mean adopted.
park: YES OF COURSE ADOPTED. YOU ARE TOO DARK HAHAHAHAHAHA
me: whatever, mom.
LUNCH WAS SO FUN HAHAHA
and awesome food
after lunch, was afternoon registration.
then KS4 electives...so all year 10 went to exam hall to get introduce to this...electives stuff.
so choices are explained by teachers.
so boring... it's like those boring assembly.
I paid attention to some choices only.
haha
and we have to submit the top 5 choices by 23 Aug.
So I submit it last night haha
SCREEN PRINTING, PRINT ADVERT, 3D ANIMATION, NEWS AND AFFAIRS, AMNESTY INTER.
the first choice is the one I wanted to do...the rests are like fill in the blank.
hahaha

Today was a bit more fun :D
I HATE SCIENCE WHY 4 TIMES A WEEK GOSH.
first two periods ...CAMPUS ASSEMBLY. at sports hall.
Boring.
then it's break.
me: HI MOM
Lynn: HI!
Park: Oh hi.
Lynn: GIVE YOUR MOM A BIG HUG, NATTY.
me: OH mom. NO WAY.
Jony: -.-" okay... *walks off*
me, Lynn: HAHAHAHAHA
Park started laughing, joking and talking.
me: PARK, SHUT UP. I DON'T WANNA SPIT MY MILK OUT ( i was drinking milk.)
Park: OH you don't wanna spit YOUR MILK OUT
three of us couldn't stop laughing.
Park is a wonderful MOM/DAD eh hahahaha
after break, was Science.
more homework (which I just finished awhile ago.)
then it's business studies!
WOO!
I sat with Lynn and Namiee.
So we did some stuff in class.
and we've got BIG COOL FOLDER hahaha I LOVE IT.
:P
Lunch was at noodle bar. Nothing much.
after the afternoon registration, ENGLISH!
IT WAS THE BEST SO FAR.
I realised I'm the only person from class who is in that eng class, apart from nerdy jony.
Mr Robertson: you guys can have a nice chat for awhile.
me and erica turned to Jenny.
me: YO
Erica: YO
me: MAMA
Erica: Ye...you call everybody MAMA!
Jenny: HUH?!
me and erica: HAHA
Mr Robertson is awesome haha
we did the poem thingy and it's a sad one but he made it so funny somehow
we were laughing most of the time hahaha
it was aweeesome
Went to the locker, school ended
while waiting for Emma to finish her stuff in the locker.
I saw Park.
Park: OH NATTY.
me: Hi mom
Park: I'm your grandmother.
me: now what, parents and grandMAMA...
Park: *indian accent* I'm an indian grandmother. that's why you are so dark natty.
me: WTH?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD

there were loads of jokes and stuff hahahaha
it's so good to be back at school again except science...
HAHA XD
ARTS TOMORRROOOWWWWWWWWW :D

the hell is something personal
no I wasn't emo
it was what had happened
(:

anw, shall end here.
fyi, I'm typing in a rush ...
that's why the sentence seem incomplete and so on.
I wanna get out of here!

BLESS Y'ALL
Nat ;D

I don't want a simple love story, saying I love you. I want the one that really do cares about me. & we better be on the same line. I love you doesn't really tell me you are into me. I don't want a guy to go somewhere and just put me as someone to place beside him. I want the real one, not "I just love you" boyfriend.

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